Lush Life

Assalamualaikum Malacca,

Wasnt planning to went back home today. but i rather fill this empty heart with the presence of my family around. tapiiiiii, missed the bus. like always tambang bas aku utk balik double sbb burn tiket yg missed tu.

Dah bazir kat situ, smpai melaka sentral aku beli pucci dua ekor. haaaa pikir lah berapa duit habis ary ni. bile aku stress the urge to spend increases. then, i show the tudung to my mom, mom ckp cantek. and abah ckp, oooo abah bank in die bt shopping pulakk. heheh, sorryyyy, tp abah ckp cantik anak abah. ehh, ofcozzz, anak sape kan..

now terperap dalam bilik. godek2 laptop. want to arrange and manage all those files inside. but end up bt header, update google plus pastu bukak youtube dengar lagi wrecking ball sambil joget.

the main reason i am typing......... ttbe ada satu perasaan struck i am alone. bosan. sunyi. tapi fikiran rasa tenang. kurang tegang urat tengkuk. tapi last friday, pre-syncope i tu dtg balik. jantung probs la katakan. tapi dah setahun takde tnjuk sign, ttbe dtg balik.. hmmm, aku dah smpai tahap stress tggi dah la ni. badan dan minda dah tak mampu tanggung. i should never be thinking about benda2 yg mnyerabutkan. tapi smpai bilakah.

lepak kat pinterest tgok2 haircut. comel gak kalo bt pixie cut. t na ge potong lah kat jayy.

so,, ade seminggu study week yang bersamaan  hari. 1 hari dah berlalu. esok ge damansara kazen kawen.

so tinggal 7 hari. sempat tak nak cover paeds and ortho.. gileeeee,

to do list..

  • isnin- paeds
  • selasa-paeds
  • rabu-paeds
  • khamis-ortho
  • jumaat-ortho
  • sabtu-rest
  • ahad-ortho
i am planning toooooo be excellent this finals. wish me luck. harap2 tahap intelligence aku bertambah berkembang maju. 

i live my day as if it was the last
if you ever leave me baby
leave some morphine at the door
cuz it would take a whole lot of medication
to realize what we used to have
we dont have it anymore
i'll pick these broken pieces till i'm bleeding

when you know you are my heart
and you know you were my armor
and you will destroy anyone who would try to harm me

but what happens when karma, turns around and bites you?
and everything you stands for, turns on you to spite you?
what happens when you became the main source of her pain?

and when i'm gone
jz carry on
dont mourn
just know that i'm looking down on you smiling
and i didnt feel a thing
you've been gone for so long

lost in your mind
i wanna know
am i losing my mind?
never let me go
if this night is not forever 
at least we are together
i know i'm not alone

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