should i choose??

salam.. oke today my head spinning.. coz pagi2 lagi da maen perang bantal ngan my sister.. ernie sakinah namanye.. ade ke patut die bt cmtu?? aku da tolong die mlm smlm bt homework die.. errr.. bkn tolong ape un..tolong bg idea utk kelab sains die.. ade projek ape tah..

hmmm.. pagi2 bukan x nak cntct u.. takut u nga lepak ngan membe u.. kan salu pagi2 u pegi kolam air panas near your rumah kan.. (nie bahasa ape aku pakai nie??) msj pun xley ke?? bukan xley.. lau i tga tido na bg msj cmne.. da bgn nape x mesej?? i mengelolakan adek...

sume yg aku bt.. sume yg aku x bt.. msti ade reason.. not an excuses.. but itula yg aku hadapi.. im not a superwoman who can do 2 things in one time.. lau maen game sambil tgok tv reti lar..

oke.. dilema nye skang adlh.. do i have to choose between my bff and my bff.. hah?? should i? nape due2 cm x bg aku support.. if i choose.. one of the pihak msti ckp.. how could u?? hmm.. iye.. dlm post sblm nie.. aku ade ckp.. equal.. xde beza.. ouch!! i salah ckp.. i tak taw nak ckp cmne.. nak kata beza.. xde la beza sngt.. nak kata sama.. idakla pulak.. u my bff.. you lak my bff.. sama ke??

hmm.. mgkn lbeyh baek aku diam shj.. diam.. pendam rase.. lau due2 da start tacing.. what should i do now?? should give up on those two.. i wont do that.. coz whatever they do.. sye akn tetap syg mereka..

im puzzled.. anyone?? solve ths.. kalo ikut aku.. aku tamak.. nak due2.. due2 adalah nur dlm hati aku.. please jgn tinggalkan aku.. plizzzzz... plisss dont do this to me.. its hard for me.. so hard... ya Allah.. tunjukkanlah kami jln yg terbaek utk semua...